live my life...

Apart from the tears,suffer and tragis...

There are miracle of something
that shining so bright behind,
With pleasure they gave me
laughs,hopes,believe and spirit,
With believe He lends
me the string to hang on...

Tears are what I cried off,
Miracle is what I always want,
Spirit is what I gain on,
When them I define hope,
and He is what I believe in,
because life is what I live for...

(hilighted words mean the JONAS BROTHERS)


SYUHADA AZIMI
25/2/09 03:20

believes...

I always believe in fairy tales,
as I believe in destiny...

When I close my eyes,
It is you i can only see...

When I take another breath,
It is your air I inhale...

When I smile widely,
It is always you,the reason why...

When I cry sadly,
It is because of you who may not know me...

I believe its true,
as my heart says so,
I believe its you,
as I know that I love you so...

SYUHADA AZIMI
24/2/09 22:03

yeah...I'm just a fan...

Yes,
Im a fan,
I do listen to Jonas music,
and its not by ears
but by heart...

Yes,
Im a fan,
I do dream about Jonas,
but Im not living in that dream,
Im taking it into reality...

Yes,
Im a fan,
I do paste Jonas posters on my wall,
not to stare
but to talk to...

Yes,
Im a fan,
I do watch Jonas on the tv,
not every time
but they are on my mind 24/7...

Yes,
Im a fan,
I do care about Jonas,
I cant put my eyes on Jonas,
but I have god to pray for them...

And

Yes,
Im only a fan,
not an ordinary fan,
but i do not need to win their merchandise,
'cause I must win the hearts of Jonas!

SYUHADA AZIMI
22/2/09 11:15

10 yours of mine...

It's your picture I put in my purse,
It's your poster i paste on my bedroom wall,
It's your magazines cover I stare on my study table,
It's your name letters I put on my phone chain,
It's your style I adore the most,
It's your jokes that make me LOL,
It's your smile I classified as the sweetest,
It's your self I miss to bit,

And

It's your heart I want and love to the max!!

SYUHADA AZIMI
20/2/09 13:00

stop hoping,start believing...

You might be sleeping,
while i am thinking,
Thinking of you the one who,
I've been missing,
Maybe or not you know how's the
feeling...

You dont know me,
I partially know you,
That is what bordering me,
Because I know,that I do love you...

I wonder how would it be,
to win the love of yours,
after Swift,now Belle gives "envy" to me,
Because they have won the heart of yours...

Everyday I believe,
will look you in the eyes,
Everyday I believe,
will tell you that I love you,
I will never stop believing,
to have you in my life...

SYUHADA AZIMI
19/2/09 02:53(LA time)

different world...

God created you,
God created me...

Your mom gave birth to you,
My mom gave birth to me...

We are both human,
We are both having a heart,
We are both breathing,
We are both living...

Then what is the difference between me and you?
Until I have to struggle to have you,
Maybe I know why,
And I believe it is true...

Yes,
God created us..
Yes,
Our moms gave birth to us...
Yes,
We are both human...
Yes,
We are both having a heart..
And yes,
We are both living..

But,

You came from a different world,
You are a famous person,
You breath in the fresher air,
You live in a luxury loves..

As i know that it is impossible to have you,
I still think that it is not wrong to keep loving you,
because it brings me into peace
whenever I think of you...

SYUHADA AZIMI
14/2/09 23:00

u'll be fine...

Learn at school today,
Teacher thought 'bout diabetes,
Everyday I pray,
That u'll be fine...

All my thoughts were at you Nick,
How's the life of a diabetic?
Everyday I pray,
That u'll be fine...

Now I do know what its like when its gone,
And I do know how its like to feel that low,
When everytime I think of you,
I'll hope,
For the best,
for you...

Love you as a bro,
Fell you as you glow,
Everyday I pray,
That u'll be fine...

Does it hurt when you got poked?
Does it work as it should be?
Everyday I pray,
That u'll be fine...

Now I do know what its like when its gone,
And I do know how its like to feel that low,
When everytime I think of you,
I'll hope,
For the best,
For you...
For the best,
For you...

So I hope that u'll be strong,
I will always be with you,
Everyday I pray,
That u'll be fine...
U'll be fine...

P.S
this is a reply to Nick's 'a lil bit longer'...
special for Nicholas Jerry Jonas...
Love you,bro!you're strong!keep surviving!keep smiling!and keep rocking,bebeh!! : )


SYUHADA AZIMI
11/2/2009 13:00